A difficult choice

Facing the difficult cross road again. I resigned from my current position and tonnes of problems slapped me in the face. Am I happier now? I doubt my answer, but I can't bring myself to work in that horrified place again, ever.

To make a choice for teaching or the management support position that were offered: it bothers me, alot. One wrong move and that's it. Lesser risk: Management support, Higher risk: Teach. One is of which I have been doing and yet tired of doing, the other is what I have been thinking of doing and yet now in a dillema, afterall doing and thinking of doing is a very different issue. Will I make it? I guess most imptly, I dun know what I really want.

I am not a person who sees far, perhaps tmrl or next week is the furthest.

I can't help but kept asking around for what's the best. Hoping someone could decide that for me. Most said less stressful = MSO, more meaningful = teaching. To me, well, that wasn't the answer.

I knew he wanted me to teach, I could see his expression when he said I already chose the management support position. Yet, I know whatever decision I make, he will be behind me, supporting me.

i'm worried... what if the letter never comes and I have already rejected the MSO position? Ah.. I hate that. Can the relevant authority act just abit faster?

hmmm....