Bliss

3 months from my last post...

Then I was single and available. Now? I'm happily engaged.

I simply love July, how can I not? Everything just magically sits in place, like as if my fairy god mother has just waved her wand to send me the best presents she can offer - a man who loves me truly and who is willing to spend his life with me as his wife, and of course lovely gifts of love from my loved ones.

Har.. my life is all about love, love, love... Woo! How I wish that's all about it. Well, there's always a small little devil right at the back of my mind, reminding me of the cruel reality, the dollar sign $$$. With marriage plans in the air, it's all about money. There's just so much to do that we have no idea where to start. I wanted something simple, it has all along to me, an affair for two. But apparently, it isn't so. Parents' feelings come into place, a bit and way too often. How I wish one day I can live carefreely my own dream and my own decision. How did others do it, I wonder? How did they threw everything behind and flew to another home for good? Is there nothing that kept them back or there is just more to look forward to? Is it time that I lead my life? But it boils down to love, if my life is about love... I love my daddy too.. I would like to stay, at least close, within the proximity to know that he's safe and happy, I can't care less, afterall, he is a man who chose to spend his life and time on this family, his wife and his daughters. A man whom my granny have asked for me to look after and I will, even at the cost of my life.

Well, my love, we will work something out like we always did, won't we? Something that everyone is truly happy with.

Yeah, for now, I'm blissful!