Yes, luckily I still have your love.
Work has been crazy, I dun know how to discribe it, working in a govt organisation, Eeks! Endless procedures & meetings, aimless conversation, overview, skeletons, minutes of meeting, emails, tai-chi, well what can I say.
I am trying to purchase a rental photocopier, for 3 days, and counting. Countless calls I have made but 0 answers. Everyone can only bother to inform me what I just found out to be the last step of the procedure. Goodness, I'm only here for close to a month, can they talk sense?
No wonder and no joke that's the favourite Tai-Chi that they practiced. And one month into it, I start to hate this place. Yes, I used the word Hate.
I love the environment I'm in, an office for myself, by myself. But perhaps, that's about it. Oh, maybe the work hours too. I get to see and feel sunlight! Woopi!
Thots of resignation filled me by half, shaken by the Challenge. Before claiming the chickened out title, I would like to add, there's no one to guide you along, and thou there are many procedures hanging in the air, yes, in the air, cause none of them set in. Pple trying their best to side track and do short cuts. Proper procedures I would say is to have something pen in black and white from A to Z, like a dummy guide, please dun assume that everyone who steps into this place knows A to X and you only supply the minimal Y & Z. It's scary and frustrating. And the BIG-est problem is... I can't bring myself to resign, after all, the colleagues and bosses (erm) here rather nice, and they have spend time going thru work and stuffs with me... I wasted their time. Others were all telling me how good the job is, the career prospect of a senior officer blah blah blah.. I didn't dare to tell, but I'm not an ambitious person, at least I would say, I rather prefer a normal admin position, seriously. Lastly, I HATE MINUTES!!! If only I could scream this out loud. AHHHHHHH!
Work has been crazy, I dun know how to discribe it, working in a govt organisation, Eeks! Endless procedures & meetings, aimless conversation, overview, skeletons, minutes of meeting, emails, tai-chi, well what can I say.
I am trying to purchase a rental photocopier, for 3 days, and counting. Countless calls I have made but 0 answers. Everyone can only bother to inform me what I just found out to be the last step of the procedure. Goodness, I'm only here for close to a month, can they talk sense?
No wonder and no joke that's the favourite Tai-Chi that they practiced. And one month into it, I start to hate this place. Yes, I used the word Hate.
I love the environment I'm in, an office for myself, by myself. But perhaps, that's about it. Oh, maybe the work hours too. I get to see and feel sunlight! Woopi!
Thots of resignation filled me by half, shaken by the Challenge. Before claiming the chickened out title, I would like to add, there's no one to guide you along, and thou there are many procedures hanging in the air, yes, in the air, cause none of them set in. Pple trying their best to side track and do short cuts. Proper procedures I would say is to have something pen in black and white from A to Z, like a dummy guide, please dun assume that everyone who steps into this place knows A to X and you only supply the minimal Y & Z. It's scary and frustrating. And the BIG-est problem is... I can't bring myself to resign, after all, the colleagues and bosses (erm) here rather nice, and they have spend time going thru work and stuffs with me... I wasted their time. Others were all telling me how good the job is, the career prospect of a senior officer blah blah blah.. I didn't dare to tell, but I'm not an ambitious person, at least I would say, I rather prefer a normal admin position, seriously. Lastly, I HATE MINUTES!!! If only I could scream this out loud. AHHHHHHH!
Ah, till here, off for lunch and thank God it's Friday, the day I looked forward to eagerly.
PS: Can't it be decided and written on our birth cert what job are we suppose to embark on which day and year, can't we be programmed like robots do? Since they have already pre-determined so much of our life - looks, life span, family, wealth and health. Humans are given choices, a bit too many, but yet decision making is not a born capability, it has to be a skill you pick up from a classroom. Great.
DA angry WITCH
PS: Can't it be decided and written on our birth cert what job are we suppose to embark on which day and year, can't we be programmed like robots do? Since they have already pre-determined so much of our life - looks, life span, family, wealth and health. Humans are given choices, a bit too many, but yet decision making is not a born capability, it has to be a skill you pick up from a classroom. Great.
DA angry WITCH
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