New position

Standing in a new position, in a new environment, I felt lost. As if words were foreign, pple were from space. A different culture, different terms.

The first few days were waiting, something I hate so much to do. Nothing else, but surfing the web, and looking at walls. Watching time goes by, tick tock tick tock, sounded like misery.

When work comes in, I feared as instruction sounded gibberish. Often, my mind difted off on its own, to a world where skies are blue and clouds are fluffy. I attempt to hold it back, missing already half the conversation. My eyes tried hard to stay focus, to stay open in fact, no amount of rest seems sufficient.

Come Friday, I thanked God. Finally, it's time for a break, not from stress, cause there hardly is, but from someone I tried hard to be. Yes, time whereby I can remove the mask, and my loads, to rest.