Tuesday, January 18, 2011

shuang xi

It's gonna be my big day and my big year 2011. Finally, as the song goes, I'm finally getting married.

Yet, all that I have imagined and pictured beautifully for my day came crushing down as soon as the announcement is made. All the unnecessary suggestions and advice flood in and immediately replace the picture with the most tiring day or clown day. Yes, it's my performance day.

Sometimes, I really dun understand Chinese. It's hard to. The customs, the flaunting of your riches, the stubbornness and etc..

Can't it be a day we make our choices and celebrate our love? After all, it's our day, the day we remember for our lives, the day we have each other in our lives, the day we begin as us, seriously what is it that really has got to do with you???

The tremendous pressure weighs heavily on my shoulders, makes me breathless, makes me want to abandon and escape. It's that bad. They have a share of their day, and now they want to make ours like theirs :(

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