Cocktail.. is like a glass of mixed feelings... I dunno why... I just couldn't pull myself out of this.. I know it's not love cause it's not mutual... and we are only friends. I kept asking myself... how many times have we met, how many times have you talked to him, how many times have you msn with him, how much do you know abt him, how long have you know this guy?
All the answers are telling me... no... it's not love silly gal... you fall for someone TOO easily.. way too easily.
Yet, I look forward to chat with him, I look forward to receive his sms, I thought of him... I smile jus looking at his sms. What's wrong with me.. It has come to a point whereby I have to literally remind myself what he has said.. He just want to be friend and we are just friends. I had a hard time convincing everyone else...because I couldn't even convince myself.
I dun wish to lose a friend. And yet i did something silly... so silly to tell him abt this. I told him to stay a distance, I'm afraid that all these sms wld mix up all my thots. I told him abt this blog...
Can we still be friends?
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